As soon as I get back on my feet, I’m gonna find good honest work, hold onto it and pull my own weight. The Lord whispered, “Come to me all you who are weary and I will give you rest.”
The man did not hear him. While sitting on the porch at the end of the next day, he thought to himself, “As soon as this dark cloud lifts, I’m gonna pay down all my debt. Then I’ll feel better.” The Lord spoke softly, “Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.”
The man felt a slight stirring inside him. He had more strength to accomplish tasks that needed to be done. He lay in bed that night, feeling good that his spirits had lifted, though he wasn’t quite sure where it came from. He drifted off to sleep thinking, “As soon as my luck returns, I feel like that might be soon, I’m gonna pay back all those who have helped me.”
The following week, after he was given a month of electrical work, he began dwelling on things that had gone wrong for him and he mentioned to a co-worker, “As soon as I get out from under, I’m gonna pay it forward, volunteer and help people around me.” His co-worker replied, “Why wait, man? We’re not promised tomorrow. This life is fleeting. We’re here one day and gone the next!” That strange stirring danced inside his chest again and he walked off trying to make sense of it.
A month or two later, he was talking to a friend at the diner about life. After a long conversation, his friend said, “I don’t know, bro, as soon as I can get this monkey off my back, I’m gonna pay all of my past-due child support, reach out to my children, and work on healing broken relationships. None of it’s my fault anyhow but maybe I’ll do something about it.” The Lord gently whispered to his friend, “Forgive as I have forgiven you. I will help you.”
The man heard but convinced himself he was just tired and needed to get home and get more sleep. As he was on his couch drifting off he thought, “I don’t know what that was all about but as soon as everyone gets off my back, I’m gonna quit drinking, drugs, smoking and gambling. I can’t do that now with all their nonsense.” The spirit of the Lord hovered over him as he slept, giving him dreams of becoming a better man who sought the Lord and felt a new zeal for life. He didn’t yet understand that the Lord was giving him a glimpse of his future.
A year later, the man and his friend were talking on their way back to their trucks after work. The man started out, “I don’t know what’s been happening this past year but something is changing me. I’ve been seeing how I neglect my wife and how I put off reaching out to my kid from my first marriage. I can’t stop thinking about it and I don’t know, man, I think it’s God leading me to do something about it. I look forward to finishing work just so I can make it up to them.” He stared at his friend for a second, thinking.. For the first time he told someone about his dream. The Lord whispered to them, “Yes, do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.”
As the days passed, the friends found that their thoughts began to change. There were fewer thoughts that began with, “As soon as this changes, I will..” There was less blaming everyone else for their mistakes or putting off tomorrow to find ways to be better people and serve the Lord. Amazing things were happening in their lives, no matter how big or small they appeared to other people. God was moving, leading them to do the right things and they began talking openly about how God pursued them. Gone were the days when they thought things like, “As soon as I’m living on easy street, I’m gonna..” The quality of their lives improved because they realized God was fueling them with strength. Each time their spiritual tanks ran low, God filled them up again, showing them the fullness of life.